Change

Think your Life. Make changes in your thinking, it will change your Life forever. (I am watching Oprah and these are notes I am making from the show. I have thought in a pit for several years. What do I mean by this? I was stuck in a pit and could not climb out alone. I needed help. There are days when I find myself starting to drag or slip back in. When that happens, I tell myself to shut up and get rid of those negative thoughts. What am I sending out into the Universe? Negatives or Positives. I am slowly turning these thoughts around. Now I am sending out these vibes. Universe here I am. These are my thoughts. I will become thin. Not Runway thin, but Healthy thin. Heart thin. No longer worried about that number on the scale.

Go to the Core of Truth. Ask for deeper things, not shallow ones. BE CONTENT~!!
Ring of Fire is where you have to go to get to where you want to go. Core of Peace. Embrace yourself and your Life. Accept where you are now (Myself accepting)

Become Spiritual. Pray. Ask for what you need, not what you want. There is a deep difference.
Believe in Miracles! Ask for Miracles!
Get Miracles.

I still wonder where I went off track. Maybe that is not important. Maybe I have spent way too much time trying to figure that out. I am content where I am right now. There are things happening that I did not expect nor want, but every one of them has taught me something. Life is what Happens while you are making plans.

I begin right here right now to send out to the Universe my needs. That saying "Be careful what you ask for" is so true. If you ask for shallow, you get shallow. I have been asking for shallow for too long. One day I was reading what I had written in my journal. I suddenly realized that my husband has all of the qualities that I wanted in a man. Yet somehow, I managed to think that I did not want or need him anymore. It was never about him, It was about ME!

Vision Board. Focus. Articulate what you want for you. Success, expressions of my talent in a rewarding way. Helping others. Receive Love from strangers.

Thinking can cause things to happen. If you do not need anything, things will come to us.

Martha Beck, Author
Change thinking. Change thinking. Do a Vision board of your Dreams and Wants.

Sometimes when good things do not happen. Who do I need to forgive? MYSELF. Mom and Dad. Grandpa and Grandmas both sides.

I let this go. I am a good person, period. JUST THE WAY I AM RIGHT NOW. I finally LOVE ME! I forgive me for going to a bad place for a while. I forgive myself for being so angry at Mom and Dad and their parents. THEY DID THE BEST THEY COULD. I forgive me for being so afraid of failure OR success. I will move forward from where I am...in my Art. In my exercise. In my Writing. There is good in the Universe. I deserve success. I deserve to be loved. I am worthy. I sit here typing through tears. I feel better already! I am so glad I finally asked for help....from me. I truly LOVE me now. Lumpy, dumpy, pretty, funny, talented me.

HUGSSSSSSSSSSSSS